If i just let go i'd be set free.

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Of course this death has to happen when I'm trying to get over some things.
I'm back to the start because this is messing me up. So surreal.

But "Heavy" is definitely my favorite new song of theirs. I loved it immediately after I heard it awhile back.
I love it because it speaks to me, because of the problems and struggles I have with myself and many other things.
I've been thinking alot about the "If I just let go I'd be set free" lyric since the first time I heard it and it makes me just...? Want to let go of a big problem I have, an issue I've been struggling with for so long its insane. I'm trying my hardest to let go, but I keep holding on. So I'm definitely trying my hardest here but aaa.... whatever I guess? or not whatever, I don't know.

I listened to Linkin Park since I was younger.. Sure it might have not been literally everyday, but I definitely knew they existed and I liked returning to their albums every once in awhile when I never knew what to listen to? because I knew I'd enjoy them and they definitely have some of my favorite songs. "Waiting for the end", "The Messenger", "Iridescent", "Shadow of the day", and so much more. I loved returning to their songs and shortly after their new album came out, I was binging their albums so hard. I remember thinking about how much I loved Chester's voice? He was definitely one of my favorite male singers out there, his voice was so unique and great. Very powerful. 


I've never really been hurt by any musicians/singers/whatever passing away, but the loss of Christina and Chester hit me hard.
But I dunno guys... I'm tired.